The greatest sadness is knowing that
Even when I stand in front of you
I am still invisible to you
Fate will forever keep us apart
But I will always love you
(written in 2006)
p.s. it's okay to love and lost than to never have love at all
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Christmas wish list
Is it too early to be thinking of Christmas ..... heck NOT!!! I've got so much time on my mind and hands ....
So here's my tentative list:
1. Dental Care (Cavities + deep cleaning)
2. A brand new pair of frameless glasses (mine is chipping on the sides. Constantly using sharpie to blackout the chip spots ..lalala)
3. Full set of full size skin care products (on water and samples right now :P )
Okay, that's good for now... working on wish list ... working.... work !!!
p.s. All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth :>
So here's my tentative list:
1. Dental Care (Cavities + deep cleaning)
2. A brand new pair of frameless glasses (mine is chipping on the sides. Constantly using sharpie to blackout the chip spots ..lalala)
3. Full set of full size skin care products (on water and samples right now :P )
Okay, that's good for now... working on wish list ... working.... work !!!
p.s. All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth :>
Monday, August 17, 2009
Post Grad
Look for job, look for love, find yourself .... that's the tagline for the upcoming movie Post Grad to be release on the 21st. Oh well, it doesn't take a genius to know how it got my attention. Anyways, would like to watch this movie but judging from my financial situation right now... it's not going to happen .... oh well, at least I know how it feels being a post grad who is unemployed and soon to be moving back home with mom n dad (not that i dont' like living at home just that i had this childhood dream of having my own modern cute n comfy loft in the city) .... if only.....
p.s. welcome to the real world girl !!!
text text text
Today I say bye bye to my text messaging plan. Now what's the use of having a LG Rumor if you can't text....... bawl!!!!!!! On my way home from the sprint store, my heart felt empty but heavy. A part of me died today .....
p.s. Let bygones be bygones .... not!!! Someday I am going to get back my messaging plan.... just u wait n see ...ahahahaha (evil grin***)
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Serendipity
Purple skies
Windy nights
Peaceful evening
Perfect ending.
p.s. Does the world revolve around you? Or do you revolve around the world?
Windy nights
Peaceful evening
Perfect ending.
p.s. Does the world revolve around you? Or do you revolve around the world?
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Creed - the satirical poem
We believe in Marxfreudanddarwin
We believe everything is OK
as long as you don't hurt anyone
to the best of your definition of hurt,
and to the best of your knowledge.
We believe in sex before, during, and after marriage.
We believe in the therapy of sin.
We believe that adultery is fun.
We believe that sodomy’s OK.
We believe that taboos are taboo.
We believe that everything's getting better
despite evidence to the contrary.
The evidence must be investigated
And you can prove anything with evidence.
We believe there's something in horoscopes
UFO's and bent spoons.
Jesus was a good man just like Buddha,
Mohammed, and ourselves.
He was a good moral teacher though we think
His good morals were bad.
We believe that all religions are basically the same-
at least the one that we read was.
They all believe in love and goodness.
They only differ on matters of creation,
sin, heaven, hell, God, and salvation.
We believe that after death comes the Nothing
Because when you ask the dead what happens
they say nothing.
If death is not the end, if the dead have lied, then its
compulsory heaven for all
excepting perhaps
Hitler, Stalin, and Genghis Kahn
We believe in Masters and Johnson
What's selected is average.
What's average is normal.
What's normal is good.
We believe in total disarmament.
We believe there are direct links between warfare and
bloodshed.
Americans should beat their guns into tractors .
And the Russians would be sure to follow.
We believe that man is essentially good.
It's only his behavior that lets him down.
This is the fault of society.
Society is the fault of conditions.
Conditions are the fault of society.
We believe that each man must find the truth that is right for him.
Reality will adapt accordingly.
The universe will readjust.
History will alter.
We believe that there is no absolute truth
excepting the truth
that there is no absolute truth.
We believe in the rejection of creeds,
And the flowering of individual thought.
If chance be
the Father of all flesh,
disaster is his rainbow in the sky
and when you hear
State of Emergency!
Sniper Kills Ten!
Troops on Rampage!
Whites go Looting!
Bomb Blasts School!
It is but the sound of man
worshipping his maker.
(Ravi Zacharias, Can Man live Without God? Pages 42-44)
p.s. Men are more satirical from vanity than from malice - Francois Duc de la Rochefoucauld
We believe everything is OK
as long as you don't hurt anyone
to the best of your definition of hurt,
and to the best of your knowledge.
We believe in sex before, during, and after marriage.
We believe in the therapy of sin.
We believe that adultery is fun.
We believe that sodomy’s OK.
We believe that taboos are taboo.
We believe that everything's getting better
despite evidence to the contrary.
The evidence must be investigated
And you can prove anything with evidence.
We believe there's something in horoscopes
UFO's and bent spoons.
Jesus was a good man just like Buddha,
Mohammed, and ourselves.
He was a good moral teacher though we think
His good morals were bad.
We believe that all religions are basically the same-
at least the one that we read was.
They all believe in love and goodness.
They only differ on matters of creation,
sin, heaven, hell, God, and salvation.
We believe that after death comes the Nothing
Because when you ask the dead what happens
they say nothing.
If death is not the end, if the dead have lied, then its
compulsory heaven for all
excepting perhaps
Hitler, Stalin, and Genghis Kahn
We believe in Masters and Johnson
What's selected is average.
What's average is normal.
What's normal is good.
We believe in total disarmament.
We believe there are direct links between warfare and
bloodshed.
Americans should beat their guns into tractors .
And the Russians would be sure to follow.
We believe that man is essentially good.
It's only his behavior that lets him down.
This is the fault of society.
Society is the fault of conditions.
Conditions are the fault of society.
We believe that each man must find the truth that is right for him.
Reality will adapt accordingly.
The universe will readjust.
History will alter.
We believe that there is no absolute truth
excepting the truth
that there is no absolute truth.
We believe in the rejection of creeds,
And the flowering of individual thought.
If chance be
the Father of all flesh,
disaster is his rainbow in the sky
and when you hear
State of Emergency!
Sniper Kills Ten!
Troops on Rampage!
Whites go Looting!
Bomb Blasts School!
It is but the sound of man
worshipping his maker.
(Ravi Zacharias, Can Man live Without God? Pages 42-44)
p.s. Men are more satirical from vanity than from malice - Francois Duc de la Rochefoucauld
Sin & its Consequences
What is sin?
Our sinful nature produces sins (behavior contrary to God's laws and commands).
The "I" problem.
Man becomes his own authority, putting themselves before God.
The consequences of sin
Genesis account of the fall (Genesis 3:7-12)
The man and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame (Genesis 2:25)
Three Broken relationships
Sin destroys relationships and creates alienation.
1. Man and man
We create many categories of classification, and if we think someone is in the same category as ourselves, we constantly compete with that person. Someone else's good is experiences as a personal diminishment. E.g. Cain felt the need to kill his brother to eliminate competition.
2. Man and himself
Adam felt no guilt until he sinned against God. Sin leads to insecurities and loneliness. Guilt leads man to build a fortress around themselves. This is the only avenue man knows of to experience security - a fear driven effort to be well defended and safe from pain and involvement. In response we throw ourselves into work, entertainment to deaden the growing sense of hollowness. We have become so many people that we ask ourselves - who am I?
3. Man and God
The alternative to not believing in God is not that you believe nothing, it is that you will believe anything (G.K. Chesterton)
Rejecting God meant losing true intimacy and also the start to worshipping other things.
- Idolatry
The magnitude of these idolatry in terms of dollars wasted on them are so great that any effort to dismiss these as insignificant diversions is a form of denial.
Idols = fantasy + falsehood + dehumanization
- Relativism
When there is no truth, people don't need to look for truth.
Everyone did as they saw fit (Judges 21:25)
Maintains that criteria and judgement vary with individuals and their environment.
Orphans by choice
Fearing rejection, we don a mask of apathy and hardness, "I don't care" attitude. When deep down inside we do really care. Man rapidly deteriorate into isolation, fear and selfishness. Man apart from God is miserable, lost and directionless.
p.s. No peace between man can be had unless man realizes that his fellow man is his brother. But with no notion of the fatherhood of God, there can be no brotherhood of men.
(Course 101, Bridgeway church)
Our sinful nature produces sins (behavior contrary to God's laws and commands).
The "I" problem.
Man becomes his own authority, putting themselves before God.
The consequences of sin
Genesis account of the fall (Genesis 3:7-12)
The man and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame (Genesis 2:25)
Three Broken relationships
Sin destroys relationships and creates alienation.
1. Man and man
We create many categories of classification, and if we think someone is in the same category as ourselves, we constantly compete with that person. Someone else's good is experiences as a personal diminishment. E.g. Cain felt the need to kill his brother to eliminate competition.
2. Man and himself
Adam felt no guilt until he sinned against God. Sin leads to insecurities and loneliness. Guilt leads man to build a fortress around themselves. This is the only avenue man knows of to experience security - a fear driven effort to be well defended and safe from pain and involvement. In response we throw ourselves into work, entertainment to deaden the growing sense of hollowness. We have become so many people that we ask ourselves - who am I?
3. Man and God
The alternative to not believing in God is not that you believe nothing, it is that you will believe anything (G.K. Chesterton)
Rejecting God meant losing true intimacy and also the start to worshipping other things.
- Idolatry
The magnitude of these idolatry in terms of dollars wasted on them are so great that any effort to dismiss these as insignificant diversions is a form of denial.
Idols = fantasy + falsehood + dehumanization
- Relativism
When there is no truth, people don't need to look for truth.
Everyone did as they saw fit (Judges 21:25)
Maintains that criteria and judgement vary with individuals and their environment.
Orphans by choice
Fearing rejection, we don a mask of apathy and hardness, "I don't care" attitude. When deep down inside we do really care. Man rapidly deteriorate into isolation, fear and selfishness. Man apart from God is miserable, lost and directionless.
p.s. No peace between man can be had unless man realizes that his fellow man is his brother. But with no notion of the fatherhood of God, there can be no brotherhood of men.
(Course 101, Bridgeway church)
Homes
Houses are made of sticks and stones, but homes are made of love alone
(pg. 115, Second chances, Jane Green)
Photo credit: trendir.com
p.s. second chances don't always happen, if they do, make sure you grab 'em and hold on to 'em
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
movies that lead the audience on... and then what???
why does most movies that has "the end of the world" theme has to lead to an ending that relates to an alien but not to the existence of God???
If man can accept that there is a creation and death. Man should believe that there is God. Not some sort of alien.
Disappointed with Hollywood movies these days. Some people should get a better screenwriter.... with all these crap going around
what ..... The day the earth stood still ???
what...... Knowing ????
p.s. disampingku cahayamu
If man can accept that there is a creation and death. Man should believe that there is God. Not some sort of alien.
Disappointed with Hollywood movies these days. Some people should get a better screenwriter.... with all these crap going around
what ..... The day the earth stood still ???
what...... Knowing ????
p.s. disampingku cahayamu
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Belaian Jiwa
Seindah tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini
Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa
Oh angin, sampaikan lagu ku padanya
yang sedih pilu
Terimalah lagu ku jadi teman hidup mu
Untuk selamanya
Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa
p.s. aku menanti kehadiran bidadariku disampingku
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini
Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa
Oh angin, sampaikan lagu ku padanya
yang sedih pilu
Terimalah lagu ku jadi teman hidup mu
Untuk selamanya
Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa
p.s. aku menanti kehadiran bidadariku disampingku
Di persimpangan dilema
Masa berlalu
Tanpaku menyedari
Percintaan yang kita bina
Hampir terlerai
Apa salahku
Kau buatku begini
Dalam dilema
Di antara jalan derita
Tidak pernah kuduga
Ini semua terjadi
Janganlah engkau
Menghancurkan segala
Setelah lama
Kita mengharungi bersama
Usah biarkan
Cinta kita yang suci
Dilambung ombak
Karam dilautan berduri
Hanya satu pintaku
Moga kau menginsafi
Telah banyak yang kuberi
Sejak dulu lagi
Pengorbanan tiada pernah jemu
Hanyalah Tuhan saja
Bisa menentukan semua
Kesabaran daku menantimu
Kutetap memaafkan
Dan berdoa kau kembali
Sebelum diri melangkah pergi
p.s. memori lama kembali
Tanpaku menyedari
Percintaan yang kita bina
Hampir terlerai
Apa salahku
Kau buatku begini
Dalam dilema
Di antara jalan derita
Tidak pernah kuduga
Ini semua terjadi
Janganlah engkau
Menghancurkan segala
Setelah lama
Kita mengharungi bersama
Usah biarkan
Cinta kita yang suci
Dilambung ombak
Karam dilautan berduri
Hanya satu pintaku
Moga kau menginsafi
Telah banyak yang kuberi
Sejak dulu lagi
Pengorbanan tiada pernah jemu
Hanyalah Tuhan saja
Bisa menentukan semua
Kesabaran daku menantimu
Kutetap memaafkan
Dan berdoa kau kembali
Sebelum diri melangkah pergi
p.s. memori lama kembali
Aku cinta padamu
Terdahulu sebelumnya
Andaiku curah rasa hati
Mungkin kini... kukan tenang di sampingmu
Belum puasku menikmati
Kesan kasih sayang kau terpaksa pergi
Ingin ku terus dicintai mu
Walau bisikanmu azimat berduri
Bila cinta
Berbunga
Jadi airmata dijariku
Betapaku cinta padamu
Katakanlah kau cinta padaku
Sematkanlahku dihatimu
Walau dimana berada
Ingatku dalam doamu
Hiasilah hati
Dengan cinta suci
Selamanya
Gemerlapan jiwa
Semikanlah cinta
Semoga kau dan aku
Akhirnya bersama
Aku kan menunggu
Walaupun seribu
Tahun lagi
~ Siti Nurhaliza ~
p.s. adakah itu cinta?
Fools we are
Naturally we are fools by nature
Love to be fooled
Love to fool
Fools do rush in
p.s. What if finding the love of your life meant changing the life that you love?
Love to be fooled
Love to fool
Fools do rush in
p.s. What if finding the love of your life meant changing the life that you love?
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